he had been burn into ashes..
beg him to wake up he just refuse to.. we had be so obidient to listen to u but whyy isit that u just don want to listen to ask just this time?
just one time only also cannot?
i really miss your sound don u noe that?
u just think about ur self nvr think if we will be sad anot..
asked u wake u just don want wake now to late le.. even u want wake up also cannot le..
we should be buying th half transparent coffin.. in case ltr he suddently wake up we also don noe lehh...
this few days had been really damn fucking tiring..
fridays suddently heard th news i was really damn shocked..
but.. saturday.. went down to th funeral... chanting for god-grandfather.
crycrycry... yvvyan they're family all come down to th funeral for th whole 4 days funeral thanks..
sunday.. nth much happen..
monday..
went school after school rush back home faster bath and den go to th funeral..
pack all th peanuts and sweets for th tables.. packpackpack..
at night chanting once again..
cried with god-grandmother or rather call her as po..
this will be our very super last time being able to see him.. i wil miss u for sure.
tday.. last day of th funeral..
nvr go school..
got yi nan wang de song.. uncle gong every days confirm will watch yi nan wang.. so i decided to save money and buy that CD and burn to him..
den after that chant awhile.. tdy last day and forever wont be abke to see him really cannot see him le..
after that went to th mandai donnoe what want.. everyone cried damn sadly.. whyy isit that we must burn him?
don burn cannot mehh?
he will feel pain want lehh.
you say u want to see mine and jiamin report book.. but u haven see u jiu gone le..life is really damn unfair..i just don believe that u are gone from my side...2 month ago i see u alive.. looking so healthy.. 2 month ltr... i see u sleeping.. in th... coffin.. looking so handsome.. u are forever handsome no matter u are alive or what so ever.
gong, we love you..we will visit u..don come back visit us or else we will get heart attack[daniel say during th funeral]even though i nvr had a chance to call u gong again, but i really wish u will be my family member once again..deeply love;jiajing
♥our lips must always be sealed
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