
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
okay.. sorry for not posting.. for so damn long. damn boring.. this few days or weeks? had alot of irritating thing or rather matters happening.. what can i say? nth at all.. i really have alot of stress lorhh..
yet there is no one i can approach.. everything driving me crazy.. maybe all my old friend can see me at mental hospital when we meet up next time.. AHHH.. maybe i should be th one relaxing instead of keep on asking others to relax yeah?
hahas..
time went by so fast.. next wk is teacher days so fast.. tdy went to meet up with sherrill.. she told me alot things.. what can i say to her? only ask her to clear those irritating things of th mind..
and just stop thinking bout it.. okay.. now. alot people noe i like.. ahem..WTH? i don noe how dey noe luhh.. i only tell a few people.. yet now got few other super extra guys noe bout it. WTH? i felt so pissed off can? if i found out who is th one telling dem i confirm break friendship with her!!!
i don understand does your friends help you keep secret if you tell her? i guess so.. hahas..nvm
TAN JIN KAI very **** lorhh.. keep on say i like xavier.. i don like him any much longer... now even jun jie also say i like xavier told dem millions of time i don like XAVIER!!! but so what even i tell dem as if they will listen litat.. whew.. this week ending soon.. just hoping all th bad thing will stay away from me and all good things will stay with me..
I love you as much as i can.. but for now, i think i just had to let off.. i alrdy learn my lesson.. don really there is love in this world.. always betrayed by boys.. i guess.. it is because i'm dumb..a stupid bitch like me will than do all this stupid thing for younow i understand why so many girl hated boys so muchstupid girl like me will den love boys instead of hating thembut what can i do?how am i being able to make it better?i don think there's anyway i can do it better...but nvm.. i've tried my best to do it yet i cant..so i think i should just let off..just like what mel said.. i should let go of him long ago..and i shouldnt start it in th first place..
cheer up..
jiajing
♥our lips must always be sealed
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